1800 Reverse

Sometimes I'd call home and ask to speak to myself, to tell myself something important y'know? Leave a few words in the voicemail. Sober. 

1. You're the girl who has the discipline to daily read her bible and say her prayers, start and finish three assignments in a day, play oztag or catch a movie with friends, and still make it home on time for a family dinner. Do these actions move you to feel anything at all? Do your relations and responsibilities mean anything to you?
   
   
2. Stop wallowing in your fears and not heeding to wise counsel. You've waited for long enough for him to make a move. You can't base one potential partner off a previous partner, it's not fair. There is no such thing as interning on the ship called relation. Nothing prepares you for knowing another person except for getting to know them. Just tell him how you feel and think. If he runs the other way solely based on the criteria that you are being a "too forward", then screw it. You're too fucking serious and taking the fun out of everything.
   
   
3. Don't drown the cactus. Georgia said to just water it every 20 days, not whenever you feel like procrastinating.